I wanna go to beautiful places, I wanna see breathtakingly beautiful places, I wanna be rich and surrounded by beauty even if it costs me a lifetime of struggle and sacrifice. I wanna go where my parents couldn’t with the courage they didn’t have.
You can never just be. Life is a struggle and so must I be. I am a perpetual struggle. Although I do not find joy in this, it definitely gives me purpose. Struggle is a purpose itself.